2017年9月28日 星期四

《學佛受用》學佛的受益 - 當家中長者面臨無常來臨的那一刻


《學佛受用》學佛的受益 - 當家中長者面臨無常來臨的那一刻 | H.H.第三世多杰羌佛 H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III





《學佛受用》學佛的受益 - 當家中長者面臨無常來臨的那一刻



       慚愧弟子有幸歸依南無第三世多杰羌佛,至今已有十幾年了,修行的腳步卻因世俗或身體業力的牽絆考驗而時緩時速,在此虔誠懺悔!但是慈悲的佛陀在我每逢人生大難關時,總還是不離不棄的加持﹑援助我,學佛修行的受益良多,難以數語道盡,現在僅就我的兩位至親過世之經歴來和大家分享:
       2008年家婆因為大腸癌後加中風,以至癱瘓臥床,我先生雖是家中老么,但照顧的責任幾乎大部分落在我們身上,從病發到癱瘓將近四年,先生的壓力很大,體力也已衰竭殆盡,經常陷於六神無主﹑瀕臨崩潰的狀態!一天,我鼓勵他説:“求見佛陀,好嗎?”他立刻點頭了!可是,我和先生是多麽渺小的人物,況且 佛陀師父為了眾生每天從早忙到晚,常常要到晚上才能吃午餐!我倆何德何能想拜見就能拜見得到呢?我趕緊拜託接引我的師姐協助安排,但心中不敢存太大希望,因為先生之前只是偶爾恭聞 南無第三世多杰羌佛法音,共修或法會從不曾參加!怎麼可能獲得特殊因緣?結果出乎意料地師兄竟然如願了!真是非常感恩佛陀的慈悲!頂禮南無第三世多杰羌佛!
       自從接受了加持之後,師兄靈智頓開,能夠頭腦清晰有條不紊的處理兄弟姐妹之間的矛盾爭執,而婆婆在往後一個月也不再痛苦哀嚎,平靜安詳的辭世!
       2010年八月,我隨著師兄搬回離開近30年的家鄉台北,和母親有了最後五年歡樂相聚的機緣,期間只要有機會便譲她恭聞南無第三世多杰羌佛說法的法音(雖然因為腔調的阻礙,慣說台語的媽媽很多聽不清楚,但她仍很專心的聽聞)。
       2015年,母親也因年老(88歳)久病而日漸衰弱,進出醫院無數回,六月中再度入院後,醫師已放棄任何治療。雖然我心中有深深的牽掛,但仍抱著祈求 南無第三世多杰羌佛加持母親的心願,隨著團隊如期赴美參加佛事活動。傳法當天,和與會的上千位信眾們淨心盤坐等待之時,我ㄧ直默唸佛號祈求加持在台的母親;忽然之間,頭頂感受到一股溫暖的氣流灌注下來,這是佛力加被,我當下感動得痛哭失聲,心裡明白佛陀已接收到我的祈求!
       因為前一晚已收到母親病危的訊息,會後將祈請加持名字﹑地點託請淑旦珠瑪仁波切呈交後,當晚我即先行返台。看了母親的情況,最後遵從母親的願望,在她還有氣息的時候送回到老家,於彌留三天期間,又譲她恭聞了數盤南無第三世多杰羌佛說法法音後,母親終於安祥逝世。在全家人持續不斷的唸佛聲中,看到殊勝的彩色光環繞著母親的大體,而後彩光從她的頭部緩緩而升!連初識來助念的團長都讚嘆母親四週的磁場很不一樣喔!
       多麽慶幸能夠歸依在羌佛座下學佛修行!譲我和同修能夠有智慧而沉著不亂的處理長輩們的無常後事,且隨時懷著菩提悲心看待一切眾生和事物,譲我們的生活過得更加幸福美滿了!
       誠摯感恩南無第三世多杰羌佛!

慚愧行人解道 陳洪慧真稽首頂禮


第三世多杰羌佛說《世法哲言》(三十三)



第三世多杰羌佛說《世法哲言》(三十三)

第三世多杰羌佛說《世法哲言》(三十三)


大樹之材頂立于天地日月,受風寒暑濕之侵而成焉,故藏室植樹縱立屋頂,亦黃胎萌芽而已。設若人者閉門造車,無何磨難,焉得強者之才也。

凡是稱為棟樑之材的大樹,往往是經過鍛煉,頂立於天地日月,飽受風寒暑濕之侵而長成的。這些樹在荒山野嶺之中受盡一切艱苦磨難,頂受了數不清的風霜雨打,經過多年的鍛煉,最後才能成為一棵很高很壯的大樹。但如果把一梱樹種植在室內,不管怎麼長,就是頂立於屋頂,它也是黃胎萌芽,它沒有受陽光的照射和雨露的滋潤,沒有在風雨中得到鍛煉,所以長出來的東西是嫩木胎芽,不能生用的。那麼我們的人同樣是如此,假使閉門讀書,不經受磨難,不經受各種鍛鍊,與社會實踐生活完全脫離,沒有知道辛酸苦辣鹹甜滋味的話,最後是不能成為強者的,不能成為強者,就不可能成為一個真正的人才。因此,要成為真正的人才,就必須要像古人說的,先勞其筋骨,餓其體膚,空乏其身,行弗亂其所為,少一樣都不能成就其才的,因此必須具備多元化的鍛煉,最後方能成為有用之才。


THE PAINTING “ANCIENT VILLAGE AT REMOTE MOUNTAIN SPRING” BY H.H. DORJE CHANG BUDDHA III SOLD FOR MORE THAN US$900,000 PER SQUARE FOOT AT A PUBLIC AUCTION

THE PAINTING “ANCIENT VILLAGE AT REMOTE MOUNTAIN SPRING” 

BY H.H. DORJE CHANG BUDDHA III SOLD FOR MORE THAN US$900,000 

PER SQUARE FOOT AT A PUBLIC AUCTION



THE PAINTING “ANCIENT VILLAGE AT REMOTE MOUNTAIN SPRING” BY H.H. DORJE CHANG BUDDHA III SOLD FOR MORE THAN US$900,000 PER SQUARE FOOT AT A PUBLIC AUCTION





THE PAINTING “ANCIENT VILLAGE AT REMOTE MOUNTAIN SPRING” BY H.H. DORJE CHANG BUDDHA III SOLD FOR MORE THAN US$900,000 PER SQUARE FOOT AT A PUBLIC AUCTION


THIS BROKE THE RECORD FOR THE HIGHEST MARKET VALUE  OF ANY CHINESE PAINTING IN HISTORY

An art auction was held on January 31st by the Master Wan Ko Yee International Cultural Institute. One of the paintings auctioned was a small-scale painting entitled “Ancient Village at Remote Mountain Spring” created and donated by H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III. That painting is only 5.6 square inches, which is about one fourth the size of the palm of a hand. Forty-seven people began to bid on that painting. The final selling price was US$35,100, which equals US$902,571.42 per square foot. This is a record-breaking market value for any Chinese painting ever sold in history. Another donated painting, “Lotus Charm,” was created by Compassionate Mother Dr. Yuhua. It is a 2.3-square-foot Chinese painting of lotus flowers. The final selling price was US$50,100, which is US$21,782.6 per square foot.

On January 31st at the five-star San Gabriel Hilton, the Master Wan Ko Yee International Cultural Institute hosted an “Exhibition of National Treasure Level Works of Art by Compassionate Mother Dr. Yuhua and Auction of Small-Scale Art.” The Institute auctioned the paintings “Lotus Charm” and “Ancient Village at Remote Mountain Spring” to enhance the annual Chinese New Year Celebration that the Institute conducts for its members and to raise money for disaster relief in Haiti. Many dignitaries gathered at the crowded auction site. The many government officials who presented certificates  Dr. Yuhua for her artistic achievements also were present to witness the auction. A notary public from a notary public company was present during the auction to perform notarization.

COMPASSIONATE MOTHER DR. YUHUA IS THE PRE-EMINENT PAINTER OF LOTUS FLOWERS IN HISTORY; THE PAINTING “LOTUS CHARM” WAS SOLD AT A HIGH PRICE
Art created by Dr. Yuhua was specially exhibited by Congress at the nation’s Capitol. Furthermore, the Congressional Record stated that, “In the history of Chinese art, her lotus flower paintings are unsurpassed…” The Congressional Record also stated that her hand-sculpted and hand-painted faux coral and faux cobblestones are “treasures of the world.”

The painting “Lotus Charm” by Dr. Yuhua was, of course, a much sought-after work of art. The market value of an artist’s paintings is calculated on a per square foot basis. The minimum opening bid for the 2.3-square-foot “Lotus Charm” was US$10,000. Forty bidders entered the auction site to bid on that painting. The price was driven up by all of those many bidders, but in the end the winning bid was in the amount of US$50,100, or US$21,782.6 per square foot.

THE PAINTING “ANCIENT VILLAGE AT REMOTE MOUNTAIN SPRING” BY H.H. DORJE CHANG BUDDHA III SOLD FOR MORE THAN US$900,000 PER SQUARE FOOT AT A PUBLIC AUCTION

THE PAINTING “ANCIENT VILLAGE AT REMOTE MOUNTAIN SPRING” EXPRESSES A LOFTY AND BROAD ARTISTIC CONCEPTION; THE ENERGY OF THE CLOUDY MOUNTAINS IS PALPABLE; SUCH A TINY PAINTING SEEMS TO CONTAIN THOUSANDS OF MOUNTAINS; BUYERS WERE BIDDING FURIOUSLY FOR IT
“Ancient Village at Remote Mountain Spring” is a small-scale painting created by H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III, who donated it to be auctioned off. An artist who saw that painting said, “Although ‘Ancient Village at Remote Mountain Spring’ is as small as only one-fourth of the size of the palm of a hand, one can see curling mist, mountains, and cliffs. It truly is a magnificent landscape scene that expresses a lofty and broad artistic conception. The energy of the cloudy mountains is palpable. Such a tiny painting seems to contain thousands of mountains. It is not merely an ink-wash painting. Rather, it is a vivid landscape scene that is brimming with vitality!”

H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III is a master artist who holds the record for the highest market value of any Chinese painting in the history of the world. In 2000, a painting by His Holiness called “Majesty” sold for more than US$2,120,000 at an international auction. Inscribed on that painting of a group of lions were the Chinese characters “Wan Ko.” It also was stamped with the seal His Holiness uses on His calligraphy and paintings. At another international auction, the painting “Venerable Da Li Won” sold for NT$72,000,000, which equals about US$2,220,000. In 2007, the International Buddhism Sangha Association openly sold a lotus flower painting by His Holiness on which the Chinese characters “Wan Ko” were inscribed. That painting, which is called “Two Flowers; One Lotus Capsule; One Dharma Nature,” sold for US$300,000 per square foot. Another painting by His Holiness entitled “Pasture in Spring” was inscribed with the holy Dharma King name “Wan Ko Yeshe Norbu,” contained the fingerprint of His Holiness, and was stamped with a Dharma King seal. A bidder for that painting offered US$540,000 per square foot.

Prior to January 31st, all of the paintings by H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III offered for sale in the international art market were large-scale paintings. January 31st was the first time a small-scale painting by His Holiness was auctioned. As a result, that auction was the focus of much attention. The Chinese characters for “Dorje Chang III” were inscribed on the painting “Ancient Village at Remote Mountain Spring.”  On the back of that painting are the fingerprint and seal of His Holiness. The minimum opening bid for that work of art was US$8,000. After rounds of intense bidding, the final selling price was US$35,100, which is a market value of US$902,571.42 per square foot. This broke the record for the highest market value per square foot of any Chinese painting in history.

THE PAINTING “ANCIENT VILLAGE AT REMOTE MOUNTAIN SPRING” BY H.H. DORJE CHANG BUDDHA III SOLD FOR MORE THAN US$900,000 PER SQUARE FOOT AT A PUBLIC AUCTION
↑The small-scale painting “Ancient Village at Remote Mountain Spring” is only one fourth the size of the palm of a hand, yet it expresses a lofty and broad artistic conception and seems to contain thousands of mountains. It broke the record for the highest market value per square foot of any Chinese painting in history.


THERE IS A GREAT POTENTIAL FOR PAINTINGS BY H.H. DORJE CHANG BUDDHA III TO APPRECIATE IN VALUE; COUNTERFEIT PAINTINGS HAVE APPEARED IN THE MARKETPLACE
There are many people in the world today who collect paintings by H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III (whose secular name is Master Wan Ko Yee). For example, Guoxing Wang, who is ranked seventh among the ten great and famous Chinese painters, collected several dozen paintings by Master Wan Ko Yee. However, according to appraisals made by Chinese artists, many of those paintings are counterfeit but were stamped with genuine seals. In recent times, numerous counterfeit paintings supposedly created by Master Wan Ko Yee have appeared in society. The reason behind this is that long ago various people in society used various means to collect seals previously used by Master Wan Ko Yee on paintings and calligraphic works as well as personal seals previously used by Master Wan Ko Yee. This has resulted in the confusing situation where counterfeit paintings are stamped with genuine seals.

It has already been publicly revealed that Master Wan Ko Yee has been recognized by eminent monastics and greatly virtuous people around the world as being the true incarnation of Dorje Chang Buddha III. Works of art created by H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III now contain His fingerprint. Now, all authentic works of art by His Holiness contain His fingerprint. This fingerprint cannot be counterfeited by anyone. More importantly, information about all of the paintings by H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III is contained in computer files that can be checked. Anyone who wants to buy a painting by His Holiness should first have that painting authenticated by the Calligraphy and Paintings Authentication Committee jointly established by Superb Art Museum of America, United International World Buddhism Association Headquarters, and International Buddhism Sangha Association. That way, one can avoid being deceived into buying a counterfeit painting.

Any authentic painting that contains the fingerprint of H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III and about which information is contained in a computer file has great potential to appreciate in value. For example, the painting “Majesty” sold for US$66,250 per square foot in 2000. Ten years later, the current market value for a painting by His Holiness is US$902,571 per square foot, which is about a 13.6-fold increase in value. After the true identity of H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III was revealed to the world, His Holiness has not had time to paint paintings. Therefore, each of His paintings is extremely valuable and difficult to purchase even with a large sum of money. One can imagine how many times more valuable a painting by H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III will be ten years from now. Paintings by His Holiness have the potential to appreciate in value at least several dozen times more than the amount they appreciated in value over the past ten years. It is no wonder that so many people furiously bid on one of His Holiness’s paintings.

“KING” AND “WHITE JADE TREASURE” ARE HIGEST-GRADE FAUX CORAL WORKS OF ART THAT DR. YUHUA HAND-SCULPTED AND HAND-PAINTED
The following art created by Compassionate Mother Dr. Yuhua was displayed at the exhibition: ten lotus flower paintings and two faux coral sculptures called “Supreme Treasure of the Dragon King’s Palace―King” and “Supreme Treasure of the Dragon King’s Palace―White Jade Treasure” (which includes a matching flower vase called Hong Luo Xiu). The latter two works are hand-sculpted and hand-painted word-class, flawless art of the highest quality that were publicly displayed for the first time at the exhibition. The organization hosting the exhibition stated that all of the exhibits created by Dr. Yuhua were borrowed from Superb Art Museum of America.

The first reaction that many had when viewing “Supreme Treasure of the Dragon King’s Palace―King” was, “How is this possible?” They were amazed that there is such huge “coral” in the world. No coral can be found in any of the world’s oceans that is as magnificent, gorgeous, and elegant as this faux coral. It indeed deserves to be called “Supreme Treasure of the Dragon King’s Palace―King.”

The other faux coral sculpture, “Supreme Treasure of the Dragon King’s Palace―White Jade Treasure,” conveys a sense of natural excellence and soft gracefulness that can spring only from the creativity of a remarkable artist. It is a marvelous creation that excels nature’s coral. All who viewed it were amazed. Although all of the faux coral of this sculpture is white, there are many variations of white. Its natural appearance is inexhaustibly beautiful. Most importantly, it provides the viewer with a feeling of comfort and beauty. An expert art critic said, “This is not like ocean coral. It was created from scratch with special material. It is a masterful work of art that was hand-sculpted, painted with oil colors, and polished. It has ample variations of hues and is as lustrous as jade or pearls. Its texture is genuine-looking. Not only does it appear no different from real coral, it even looks much more ancient, elegant, and beautiful than real coral. It is clear that Dr. Yuhua’s painting skills are truly amazing. Having such skills requires cultivation, knowledge, and talent. Having only knowledge and talent is not enough. A high level of concentration is also required. Otherwise, one’s inner-creativity will not emerge in the process of painting. These Chinese paintings and sculptures of hers can truly be called works that embody the highest artistic skills in the world!”

Lotus flower paintings and landscape paintings by other famous Chinese artists were also displayed at the exhibition. By contrast, the lotus flower paintings by Compassionate Mother Dr. Yuhua were vivid, smooth, vigorous, and lively. Her paintings lack even the slightest trace of mediocrity. There is no way that anyone can copy them. It is no wonder that the United States Congressional Record stated her lotus flower paintings are unsurpassed in the history of Chinese art.

According to the estimate of a person affiliated with Superb Art Museum of America, the faux coral works “King” and “White Jade Treasure” are each worth between US$7,000,000 and US$9,000,000. However, those two works have already been given to Superb Art Museum of America, a non-profit public charity organization, and therefore are not for sale.

MANY DIGNITARIES ATTENDED THIS EVENT; FEDERAL AND LOCAL OFFICIALS PRESENTED CERTIFICATES COMMENDING DR. YUHUA FOR HER ACHEIVEMENTS
Many dignitaries or their representatives attended the exhibition and presented certificates to honor the achievements of Dr. Yuhua or to congratulate her. Among those dignitaries who attended in person or through their representatives were Congresswoman Dianne Watson, Congressman Adam Schiff, Congresswoman Judy Chu, California State Assemblymen, the California State Controller, the five supervisors of Los Angeles County Board of Supervisors, the mayor of Pomona, the mayor of Cerritos, the Vice-Mayor of Alhambra, the mayor of Monterey Park, the mayor of South Pasadena, the mayor of Redondo Beach, the Sherriff of Los Angeles County, and others. There was a continuous flow of people who attended the exhibition, making a very grand occasion indeed.


If one sincerely learns from the Buddha and cultivates well, then one's prayers will definitely be answered

If one sincerely learns from the Buddha and cultivates well, then one's prayers will definitely be answered

    On February 15, 2015, my daughter, Yong-Hong Huang and I attended the Maitreya Bodhisattva Dharma Assembly held at Hua Zang Si. During the intermission, we met with Master. At that time, Master gave me and my daughter each a black Ka Zuo An De pill. At home the following day after my morning dharma practice, I took out the Ka Zuo An De pill from my jacket preparing to take it. Much to my surprise, I found an additional orange Da Ba Bu Qiong pill which seemed slightly bigger than the Ka Zuo An De pill. Also, its taste was stronger. At that time I was amazed and happy about it. I immediately paid my respect to the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas for their empowerment. 


            After what had happened, I reported this to Master. Master said, "This is your good fortune." However, I wondered why I would have such great fortune. I have never made any significant contribution. The most I have done is to truly and sincerely cultivate myself every day. No matter how busy I am every day, I will persist on practicing my dharma which was transmitted to me by my master, particularly the mantras transmitted by H.H.Dorje Chang Buddha III. Sometimes if I cannot do it during the day, I will definitely make for it at night.  I have never forgotten to do my dharma practice.  All I have kept in mind is that this is something I must do in order to truly learn from the Buddha and cultivate.


            A few years ago, before I started my Dharma-listening center, every week I would persist on going to Hua Zang Si to respectfully listen to the dharma expounded by H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III. My house was kind of far from the temple. Every time I would have to take the bus first, then transfer to BART to get to Hua Zang Si. The BART has more rides but the bus only comes once an hour. One time, after a dharma-listening session, I was a little late for the BART, and I noticed that it was about time for my transfer bus to take off. I was very anxious. I immediately sincerely recited the holy name of Amitabha Buddha, praying that Amitabha Buddha would bless me to be able to catch this bus. Because I am a senior, if I do not make it to that bus in time, a long wait at the bus stop will take a toll on me. While I recited the Buddha's name, I hurried and got off the BART and rushed to the bus stop. When I arrived at the bus stop,  the bus was still parked there. There might be many people on the bus, but it had not moved yet. It seemed as if it was waiting for me. As soon as I got on the bus, it took off. I was so happy. That was truly an expression of the compassion and care that the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas gave to me. I truly appreciate the empowerment from the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas. 


            This summer, my daughter's family of four went to Chicago for a graduation ceremony of a friend's daughter who was a foreign student. While they were there, they toured around. When their trip was over and they were about to return home, they found that tickets were all sold out because it was a busy season. They were told that they could only try to come back the next day to check if there was anything available. There was no guarantee. They got very anxious because the grown-ups needed to work and the kids needed to go back to school. After I learned about that, I immediately went to bow to the big Buddha statue of Guan Yin Bodhisattva and sincerely prayed. I hoped that with the Bodhisattva's awesome, magnificent power, She would bless my daughter’s family of four, so they could book an airline and have a smooth flight back to San Francisco. The next morning, a miracle really happened. A flight had exactly four seats available, which seemed to be reserved especially for them. After I learned that, I was very happy for them. I immediately went to the big Buddha statue of Guan Yin Bodhisattva and paid my homage. I expressed my heartfelt gratitude to Guan Yin Bodhisattva for Her compassion and empowerment.


            From all these events, I deeply feel that as long as we wholeheartedly rely on the Buddhas, sincerely recite the Buddha's name and cultivate ourselves, then when we genuinely request help from the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, we definitely will invoke the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, and our prayers will be answered.


            In this life, I am fortunate to come to America and encounter the correct dharma of the Tathagata personally transmitted by H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III. It is truly the good fortune I have accumulated from many life times and eons. Before I came to America, I might have believed in the Buddhas and been learning Buddhism, but it was difficult to find Buddha Dharma in China that contained correct understanding and views. Some individuals claimed to be able to transmit you dharma which turned out not to be the correct dharma of Buddhism. They did it for fame and profit, and deceived many disciples for monetary gains. I remembered one time when I had encountered a "Master of Dharma Transmission." He claimed to be a graduate from Zhe Jiang Medical School. At his place, he set up a so-called multi-leveled "Mandala for homage to the Buddhas." The more money you turned in, the higher level your name would be placed. In other words, the more monetary offerings you gave, the higher your title would be and the more empowerment you would receive. At that time I doubted how things could work that way. Also, since he was a medical school graduate and he is not a monastic, why didn’t he become a doctor instead of a so called "Master of Dharma Transmission?" He also pressured Buddhists who wanted to learn Buddhism to buy his jade at high prices. How could this be a Master of correct dharma?  He is completely different from H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III who is noble and only engages in affairs which will benefit living beings and yet never accepts any offerings. In addition, the Buddha transmits the supreme, rare, and auspicious dharma of the Tathagata to those Buddhists who genuinely want to learn from the Buddha. Luckily, I left the false master and have not fallen for his fraud.


            Now, I feel like I have great fortune and lead a very enriched life. Every day my heart is full of dharma joy. I continue to devote my time on learning from the Buddha and continue my cultivation.  Other than making sure that I finish my daily dharma homework, I also will find time to study the dharma book, Expounding the Absolute Truth through the Heart Sutra by H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III. May I work even more continuously increasing my correct understanding and views. I am adamant to follow and learn from H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III and cultivate myself. May I realize the ultimate Bodhi, attain accomplishment, and reach liberation in this life time. Amitabha!

         Buddhist Disciple of H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III-  Mei-Zhen Li (Hua Zhen)






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我的“參禪”之旅

我的“參禪”之旅

我的“參禪”之旅

幾年前,我到一個著名的禪宗道場當小居士,開始我的“參禪”之旅。每天繁重的農活之後,偶爾參加打坐也只是打“瞌睡”坐而已,偶爾聽聽CD中的老和尚說話,我以為這就是參禪,心裡很失落。直到後來,我发现有好几个行为举止异常的僧众,据说是打坐过程中,由於種種原因出现了问题,之後也沒有得到正確引導和對症的治療,所以好多年來一直疯疯癫癫的。那時我产生了些许恐惧,原來打坐的副作用這麼可怕呢!我想到自己每天在那裡打瞌睡,盲修瞎練,万一有一天我也變成這樣怎么办?每天打坐的時候看到她们,心里的压力真的很大,這到底是怎麼回事?參禪打坐怎么會變成這樣?我百思不得其解……
印象最深的還有一次禪七,期間當家師父抱怨說,廟子里的一位老師父在突發重病時根本就不應該送去急救,而是應該當下念佛求往生,為什麼還要苟延殘喘地活著呢?這樣不是很痛苦嗎?當時在場的很多人都紛紛附和當家師,覺得這條生命實在是太不足惜了,根本就不應該急救。當時的我一下子懵住,很難接受,這話一定有問題,雖然我剛剛開始學佛,但是心裏在想如果人陷入重度昏迷、不省人事的話也能往生淨土嗎?他那時候哪裡能像《佛說阿彌陀經》中所說的那樣,一心不亂念佛十聲呢?根本做不到嘛!從邏輯上根本就行不通嘛!
後來我還聽說有位出家眾,發下了願,三年閉關坐禪之後如果不明心見性、開悟的話就還俗,三年很快就過去了,不幸的是這位出家眾依舊沒有開悟,結果當然是……真是令人痛心!
一系列的事情打擊之後,當小居士的我心灰意冷,仿佛走進了死胡同,前途一片迷茫,我不知道,接下去的路該怎麼走,我問自己如果這樣子稀里糊塗地出家,到底意義何在?萬般無奈之下,我竟然決定打道回府跟家人投降。而就在這個時關鍵時候,我聽聞到了H.H.第三世多杰羌佛的法音,彷如黑暗中的一道強光般,把我的退悔之心、我的迷茫困惑消融殆盡,沮喪的情緒一下子無影無蹤消失了。那一刻,我無比堅定的選擇了出家,而且很快就圓滿了出家的愿。
当然,这些只是我个人地浅薄经历,可能連“参禅”的邊都擦不上,但確實反映了一部分所謂參禪的修行學佛之人的可悲現狀。后来我有幸拜读到帕母的《成道必修定观法》,又从网上看到公布出来的H.H.第三世多杰羌佛传的《禅修大法》,终于得到了完整的教授。哦,原来参禅是这么一回事。例如H.H.第三世多杰羌佛在《藉心經說真諦》第216頁的講法,我明白了那些打坐出問題的出家人,他們是由於執著第七末那意識產生的幻覺,認為是真實的,不明白“凡所有相,皆是虛妄”的道理,所以就入魔了。而禪七期間那位當家師父的抱怨簡直沒有道理,正如《佛弟子趙玉勝接受了真實不虛的傳法》一文中所說的,如果你能像H.H.第三世多杰羌佛那樣現場修一個法,當場本尊阿彌陀佛現前,安排他日接引往升極樂世界,如此當然就不需要急救了。但是請問您有這樣的本事嗎?還有那位還俗的可憐出家眾,他不知道這個世界上有兩個小時就開頂的頂圣佛法,開口如雞蛋大小深洞,神識能出能入,體外修法,脫離禪控,明心見性將是指日可待。
現在回想一路走來,我遇到那么多可憐的出家眾,他們多麼想要學到如來正法,他們多麼想要了生脫死,可是由於没有遇到如來正法,由於師長的教授和引导有問題,由於他們本人的執著,由於種種不同的原因⋯⋯導致無法成就解脫,而這樣的悲劇還在繼續發生,真是讓人痛徹心扉,最好的佛法就在H.H.第三世多杰羌佛這裡,可是很多很多眾生聽不到,我親見過有些很幸運有機會接觸到如來正法的人,他們往往被自身的各種障業困擾,在多種壓力之下失去法緣,不能聽聞如來正法,沒有了生脫死的機會,因此我只能深深歎息,同時切身感受到如來正法的百千萬劫難遭遇……,我慶幸自己能有福報恭聞學習H.H.第三世多杰羌佛法音。


慚愧佛弟子--莞爾靈犀
二〇一七年八月